September 2009
2 posts
Me: *handing my mom a beer* Dr. Phil said no alcohol 4-6 hours before bed.
Mom: *looks at the green tea in my hand* He said no caffeine either.
Me: Whatever, Dr. Phil doesn't know my life.
August 2009
14 posts
Oh if only they knew.
I’m greedy, I’m rude, I’m impatient but I’ll love you the way no one else ever could.
“You’re not perfect sport, and let me save you the suspense, this girl...”
– Good Will Hunting
disappointed.
a part of my family is so moneyfucked, it’s disgusting. i hope i never have to live that way.
Rules for Life.
Rule 1) if you are ugly, don’t try and look cute. embrace it Rule 2) if you are too fat to fit into a XXL then kill yourself before heart disease does. Rule 3) if you are either a creepy asian or a dirty mexican, you’re not allowed to play the game. Rule 4) if you are a girl you ARE NOT EVER allowed to wear a baseball cap
mormon.
Savannah: I want to be mormon.
Savannah: I want like nine husbands.
Madison: Only if they're celebs
Savannah: Noooope.
Madison: Why do you want a bunch of husbands?
Savannah: Because I'm greedy.
uh huh
spent two days watching gossip girl season one. it ruled. i hate being alone in my house.
“I care about three things. Money, the pleasures money brings me and you.”
– Chuck Bass
i'm not ready.
I don’t want school to take over my life again. I’m so not prepared for it. Getting my parking pass was even stressful, fuck it.
I need a job, I drove to tampa today and the manager (I think it was the manager) totally dug me at Vans, I’m praying I get the job there. I have to pay $100 towards my car insurance soon. Speaking of, going car shopping this weekend. I want a jetta,...
“All God does is watch us and kill us when we become boring. We must never, ever...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
it disgusts me
how you sit there and say how much self respect you have for yourself. like, are you serious? you are the biggest joke.
July 2009
10 posts
fuck it.
i’m sick of everyone’s broken promises. i’m sick of being expected to be everything i’m not. i’m sick of letting everyone down. i’m sick of not sleeping because of all the noise in my head. i’m sick of not being appreciated. i’m sick of being lied to. i’m sick of never feeling completely happy. i want out.
waiting
for the day I am thoroughly and completely happy.
it’s nice having things falling into place. coming home is such a comforting feeling when you’ve been somewhere else for awhile. i missed my bed, friends and you, of course.
tomorrow and the rest of this week is going to be busy. tomorrow is warped with my babygirl madison, recovering from my cruise/warped on monday, tuesday i think i’ll be seeing everyone i’ve missed...
i like a good ol' fashion nightmare.
It’s hard to distance myself from you, but I’m doing it. Maybe when I come back everything will be okay again and you’ll realize that you miss me or maybe I’m totally out of line and I’ll come back only with you to realize how much you like it when I’m gone.
Expect the worst hope for the best. I miss you already.
There’s too much noise in my head.
constant.
I always wonder what it would be like to get into someone’s head. Figure out their thoughts, why they think them, what led to them, their reasoning behind their actions, what things truly mean to them.
Would I still have the same friends? Would I put as much effort into people as I do? Honestly, probably not. I spend so much time over thinking situations and their possible outcomes. If I...
normal conversation
kathrynlucile: I DO NOT LIKE YOU
toying with time: WISH YOU WEREN'T A LIAR
kathrynlucile: WISH YOU WERENT A FAGGOT
toying with time: WISH YOU WEREN'T A PIECE OF SHIT
kathrynlucile: love you
toying with time: love you too
hospital
I’ve spent my entire day in a hospital and driving in traffic. Some of the things my grandpa said were so sad, it’s hard to see someone so positive and strong look so weak and helpless. Just like when my step dad and aunt were talking to him after he woke up and how he said he didn’t think he was going to wake up after he went down.
Hospitals make me so uncomfortable and...